Falling

The worst feeling is not to be judged by people; it is to be judged by those you like and love.

She is a vulnerable girl. She has been hurt so many times. She falls for people easily; she easily gets attached even though she tries to keep a distance. When someone gets close, she accepts them quickly, even without realizing it. When the person is gone, she realized that sense of attachment.

She cries.

She cries a lot.

She is forgettable. She is judged easily and quickly, because she has a war in her mind. She’s not always negative, but when she is, she scares people. Maybe that is why people always leave her. She’s not a good person, but who in the world is truly good?

She misses him.

She misses him a lot.

She thought he was different; she thought he will be a good friend. She thought maybe there can be a ‘they’, an ‘us’. She trusted him with her mind. She trusted him with her negativity. He rejected both her mind and her negativity. He rejected ‘her’. He forgot about the agreement. He forgot about her.

She misses him.

She misses him a lot.

She misses him very much.

He let her fall; he didn’t have any intentions of catching her.

He let her fall.